My Puffin’s Notes:

Beneath others presence lies longing for something out of reach. We people don’t speak about that. It was a matter of keeping it so that people won’t notice but then end up knowing the whole thing through your actions and the way you behave. It’s true we never were contented for what we have but a thought always come that what we have is better than what we wanted. We realize it after the ones we have had been took away by fate. If only you have the chance to make things right you’d be happy to.

 

We always want independence though we can’t stand alone. We ought to have rebellion then, this is a mistake. We are very fortunate to have such life of pleasure. A life with family, friends and companionship. We are never alone for we have the divine guidance of Christ. Sometimes we ought to say that you need no one. But no one could live without someone to worship. Being independent is not what we think because the truth is we can never be independent because we depend on God for every single thing. You don’t have to pretend to be someone. So we people are very much conscious and they only care for what people think and would say about them. They must learn and bear in mind that God accepts then for what they are. They don’t have to care about other people because no God cares is more than enough.

 

Never put yourself on vain just because of minor problems, you don’t know what you’re doing then, never mind people who affects you. They are just meant to test you in their most tragic way. People are really like that. I wonder if they mean it or are they just fooling around. Learn to ignore the words they address to you, never accept them because words are sharper and deadly that spears.

 

This is really not the right time to conclude such things, some admiration and infatuations can never be love. Love takes time to be built. You can love by a happy thought but you must be careful on not letting things catch you to fall. Do not let all things take chances for it is not worth it. It inspires you but don’t just jest things. Never let things deceived you with no good reason at all. Don’t be such a gouache-bag like the others. Bliss yourself and jest your vanity to convey happiness from a scornful way.