I don’t care for the negative comments that will come out soon as I know. I just missed my dad and I’m excited for his come back. Be home soon dad!. I hope you’ve love this video though it’s not that nice.


JUne 13!

Posted: June 4, 2011 in Expressive...

So happy to found that my school will still be opening at June 13. I thought it was by June 6, and I wasn’t ready yet. I still have no uniform, and I don’t want to wear civilian again at school. Thanks God >>

It was fun. The place was awesome!. It’s not really what I expected about this place but when we arrived I was like “WOW” I want to live here. Going here is so unforgettable. i’ll be back here soon.

 At the end of my day, my tummy hurts badly. I eat random of food not knowing that it was too much. Around 3:00 am my tummy starts to feel bad, I can’t even talk nor move. I was rushed in the hospital about 5:00 am. I vomit badly.  I feel so sick, saying  “Lord, take my hand” It’s like I’m losing, I swear I feel that. But anyway, It’s a good thing that I feel much better afterwards. The bad thing is that ‘I have an amoebiasis. Well, I just have to work on with my food.

I really feel so relieved especially knowing that people cares about me, I mean people do care but I really feel so great and thankful for the people near me. I thank you a lot for showing me that you were worried about my condition. I should say that ‘don’t you worry’ but then I feel so good even for just a few words you had asked me or do for me it WAS HEAVENLY THOUGHT of relieved.

Anyway, thanks mom… and to monkey and my friends. I hope you’ll still stick with me ’till the very end of our day. hehe.. please people DON’T CHANGE I can’t find any other person same as you XD

I know this blog is in public, but I want to share about my dad. Well, my dad is away right now. He’s a an oversea worker. He works a lot.

Dad never bought something for himself, except if he really need to but not what he wants. there are times we family go out together like malls, me and mom wanted to bought him a t-shirt or pants or anything to improve his looks. but he keeps on denying about buying him new clothes. He said that it is better if we bought something for ourselves rather than this. Sometimes I’ve got pissed off about that. I told him once that “dad why won’t you buy anything for yourself? I mean your clothes are old and need new fashion or something. Come one, what’s the big deal?” then he just laugh.

most of the time he make jokes just like mom. He’s dancing is so weird that sometimes it hurts my tummy laughing so hard. What I like about him is when, he’s serious then he’s serious and if where in a comedy mood then he’ll get along.

I admit it that sometimes I cried because I miss him. Then I’ll be fine after crying. When I talk to him in phones, I can’t stop my mouth from talking. Most of the time I’m the one talking and he’s give comments and opinions. He don’t make me feel bad when I tell him my mistakes or for instants. I did something wrong and dad knows. He doesn’t get bad, ’cause he knows it already happened, so what can he do then? well he just talk to me smoothly like advising me to think things carefully before I act it. You-know just a comment and a reminder.
Now, I don’t know what I’m saying. anyway, I talked so much about dad here.



Posted: May 16, 2011 in Expressive...

It’s been a long time having updates of this blog. Anyway.. I miss THIS!. so many things I wanna say here. About my summer and more. Schools almost starting. I can’t wait for my new things to come… But not really excited about school. I know it’s wrong but that’s what I feel right now. I’m thinking about the C.A.T thingy. I’ll be fine..I know that.

I made a new dish! I’m so proud of it!! it’s a hot cake that I folded and it’s inner was a tuna. I frankly tell that it was delicious. I swear, I’m not bragging okay. It’s just so pleasing that there would be a dish that I made that I really taste it with delight. Most of my Dish made are not satisfied with my taste but to others they agree with it.

just want to share this. That’s all… sorry for this ‘ I DON’T KNOW’ post.

There is an upcoming event here in my place. It happened to have a league of all the clusters. In my place I am the one to be chosen to be the ‘muse’. I’ve seen the suit that I’m going to wear. I didn’t expect anything about it but when I’ve seen it in my very first glance I went like “no way”. My belly! HELL, I’m on diet but the word ‘diet’ is somehow like eating in the right amount or something?. I actually had some exercise for my belly but I want to enjoy my summer so I eat and eat. anyways it’s not that big as what you imagine(I guess). It’s just, if I want it to be seen in the crowd then I should have the best belly of all the contestant. Actually I don’t want to lose with this kind of thing. It’s a shame, really.

but what can I do, it’s meant for me to lose because of my damn belly. well, I still have weeks so I guess I still can do something about my belly. I’m just so sensitive about the shape or form of my body.  Oh well, I’ll just cross finger I guess.